test Book of Memories for Charlotte Marie Horen Recent updates for the Book of Memories http://aspenmortuaries.frontrunnerpro.com/runtime/186419/runtime.php?SiteId=186419&NavigatorId=900177&ItemId=2881820&op=tributeMemorialCandles&viewOpt=dpaneOnly Frontrunner Professional Book of Memories V4 en-gb Story shared: life with her..Son http://aspenmortuaries.frontrunnerpro.com/runtime/186419/runtime.php?SiteId=186419&NavigatorId=900177&ItemId=2881820&op=tributeFamilyStories&viewOpt=dpaneOnly&gid=story6764303 I all ways wanted to be a Firefighter for as long as I can remeber. So We would go and visit Station 2 off of Colfax. I was mostly quiet because I was 8 and really shy. The brave men and women there would let me climb on the truck and play with the tools they even in vited us to dinner and had both stastions in Lakewood came over. But the thing that I miss the most wasn't the cool stuff there at the station. It was the time I spent with my mother Charlotte she toght me most of the things I know today like looking both ways befor crossing a street. Everyday after school she would always ask me "How was your day?" I would say that it was good, but it really wasn't because I had either got bolied or too stressed to read simple words that I couldn't read. Some nights I would wake up and she would be gone. so I layed there wondering where she could be, but then I would fall asleep. Sometimes we would go to her friends at night listening to songs jaming out having fun. And sometimes we would go to walmart for no reason bey stupid stuff like stuffed animals lol. Typing this is stressful because I think of the times I had forgoten. I feel like I can remeber everyday I spent with her. When we were living at the ranch in Fairplay we always had partys and fun games to doas a family. Everyday when I wakeup I think of everyone in the family. In doing this it helps me be positive throught the day. And if you have not seen me in any pictures I always wear comauflage because im going in to the Marines here in a couple of years so and thats also what I wanted to be is a soldier. Now I have a Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChkocfkd4DYTdOF9Akola5g so copy and paste URL it will have my life in it if you want to see e shoot machine guns or just to see me growup. with the exseption of that I know whats going to happen when I graduate high school and I will tell you it. Sence my mind doesn't believe that this has happened im going to be searching for her when I know im not going to find her. So to cope with this I listen to songs that make me remeber her. And so far it's kind of workings or it's making it worst I have know idea. But theres one thing that im surprised someone hasn't ask me and that is have I had suicidle thoughts? To answer that I have and I know how to do it very easly,but the onlything thats stoping that is my sisters and my dad. I they are still here im here, but what im afraid of is being sent to combat in the Marines and getting killed. because i can't dream of my funeral and seeing them cry and loose faith. cause faith is the onlything that I have right now. So every now and then I will watch the slide show my sister Kayla made, and I wonder when the is the next time I will see her. Thats all I have to say about that please contact me.

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